I am not afraid

Yesterday my thought clicked after remember what kind of story I been through, I am not proud of it, but I can't let that feeling fade alway, it generate a scar in my brain already, you can say it's about activate the unknown substance in your DNA system, but I would say don't mess with that scar, just believe it could heal if you don't think about too much, because it gets ugly if you look much into it.

Last night, I can't help to fall for the story when I was watching IP man, there is something about fighting as dancing, you just can't hide the body language in films, good audience can tell.

Anyway it's 4 AM I have to go to bed. In the bed, I feel the scar opened again, I feel brave, but not completely fearless. once again I question myself what would I left if today is my last day to live

I need to generate more emotion. I hate the feeling of duplicating, because the lack of emotion.

however I hate to bring hate, and darkness in my work too, it made me forget I am still a boy sometimes, because making art doesn't not require me to become a man, and that's when politic comes.

remember your story, that's the main source of your emotion. with that emotion inside, you can finish what you started it beginning in time.